Just so HOW am I supposed to start with this whole about ME thing??? *thinks* awh-gaawd~ screw it. Will just “get-to-point” lets see then. . . . . My friends say I’m an EMO. *rolls eyes* RIGHT. Me. Emo. MAYBE. & some of them say I’m just simply crazily Hyper at times. Well, it’s a better thing right? Rather than being an Emo. But I couldn’t say that I’m NOT an emo. I am. At times. Like COME ON, I bet YOU out there are like this tooooo right???? Emotional it is. & omg don ever start with emotional. I’m just a SOOOOOO freaking emotional person. I can just cry over SILLY things >____< bad thing though. So wait, is EMO & EMOTIONALthe darn thing or what? LOL what-the-hell??? *shifty eyes* Oh-the-wells, what else???? I’m . . . . also a VERY random person. LOL. Sometimes the ‘betches’ don’t get me either. J hur hur hur~~~~ so, just before I end this piece of crap, I shall warn u with little things like. . . . . I’m a VERY VERY VERY hot-tempered girl SO that means, whenever I’m mad or whatever, I whud just rant it all out with LOTS of vulgarity J BEWARE!!! ^^ & IF U DON’T LIKE ME OR WHATEVER IT IS,JUST ANYTHING. FOR EXAMPLE, HOW I WRITE, HOW I “LOOK” HOW I TALK, OR JUST WHATEVER KIND OF SHIT U CAN THINK OF TO HATE BOUT ME, DON READ ME THEN. JUST give yourself a LIFE (if you have any to start with) & GET OUT OFF THIS BLOG then =) just a favor you’re doing for the BOTH of us then ^^ anyways, TILL THEN. Ps:/// this is my blog, so its gonna be about ME ME ME & ME MYSELF (of course, my betches & bastards as well) so just don get bored with all the craps that’s about to be presented to U “reader” or something. XOXO .C.
s.cheng's craps
[ Sunday, January 20, 2008 ]
WHY do i say that???
cosfucked up stuff just keeps happen to ME.
firstly this week. MONDAY. ^_^ a fucking amazingly unfair thing happened to mua. wanna know??? hmmm~~~ lets just say that my DAD is CRAZY. CUCKOO!!! OK. here was how it started =D
i was doing my hair in my parents room cos all the stuff were there. it was about 6 when my devil-ish brother came back from school. then. . .my dad came in the room and ask me toGET OUT THAT MOMENT. =) sweet aint it? lyk...fuck u la! so obviously i said WHY la ryte??
he said : ure brother wants to sleep here now. so you get out. i*thinking*: FUCK U LA MAHAI!! think wad? he don have izit now? i then literally said : he got his room wat...go there la. cannot sleep there mer? not room arh there?? he : i'll come back in a few minutes and want to see u out of here when i get back. *turn to my fucking devil-ish brother* come in. go to the bed and sleep. i'll make sure she's out in a bit. i*thinking again* : MOTHER FUCKER THINK WAD NOW? HE DAI SAI ARH?(he so big ar now) i then said : i'm almost done la. he said : i don care.*then walks out* me? in the other hand obviously cursed and swear la!!! DURRRRHHHh~~~~ think i can tahan ka? no lo i tell u. know how i feel not? NEVER MINDthis is not it i tell u. even more drama wan coming on.
* * * * * * * * not long after. he came in again!!! he then said : get out NOW! i said ; WAIT LA ALMOST DONE ALREADY! he then.... *
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SLAPPED ME!!!! yeap~~~ U read it ryte yo...he slap me. i just give him this shit look (menjeling) then he walked out already. i then. continue doing my hair. finish. walked out. *BAAAAAAAANGGG~~~* the door. go into my room. *BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANG~~~~* my door. and. CRIED.
i mean... WHATTHEFUCKINGTHINGISTHATSUPPOSEDTOMEANLARIGHT???
URGHHH!!!! I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE LO!!! NOT THE BLOOOOOODY FIRST TIME OK!!!!
NEXT DAY. TUESDAY.
ntg much happened...BUT owh yeah~~~ NIGEL!!! I HATE HIM!!! arghH~~~ he just gets into my nerves by getting the blooody wall fan in my class to blow on me! my HAIR!!! how does that look lyk then? MESSY la of cos!!! argh!!!!! WTF LA HE~~~ ntg better to do. i already have this OTHER wall fan blowing me from the front. and now. the BACK too??? gosh~~~ cant take it lo!!! i actually have this evil plan/thought to actually come to school EXTRA early one day and take a screw and change the blooody thing no wait. CUT THE WIRE actually ^^ heh~~~ oh wells....... but now. i learned to keep quiet and he actually gets....i dunno....have a weird feelign i guess. Abby who happens to sit with him (sadly~ poor abby) he asked her the other day when i kept quiet all day.
nigel : eh, what happen to sook cheng arh? abby : YOU la! who else nigel : *obviously act innocent and went* what me? abby : tsk tsk tsk~~~
owh wells...that was tuesday by the way.
.WEDNESDAY.
HAH!!! GUESS WHAT??? heh.......fucking dad happened to got CUCKOO AGAIN!!! ok here was how it went. i was supposed to reach at my frens place at 5 for tuition which i was LATE already. he freaking miss the turn to go into the street. then i practically freaked and shout. me : OOI MISS THE THE TURN ALREADY LA!!! he : SHUT UP LA. IS THIS HOW U TALK TO ME?? *continue to mumble* suddenly he said he : u study for wad la...go tuition for wad? got use merh to u??? u wanna go u go ureself la...see how u go. take bus arh? taxi? or u wanna walk hmm?? *HIT ME* so smart. next time u go ureself la. heh i in the other hand : WHATEVER LA
well...if u were my fren. u would actually guess what i did. ngam ngam (about that time) reach the front gate of my frens place. i just got down and slam the bloooody door while mumbling ^_^ not lyk it was wtv shit way that i was thinking of doing..but owh wells. i just got down went off la deng.... what else can IME SOOK CHENG DO RYTE? gosh~~~ i salute to him loo..lyk that oso can get MAD wan... lyk HEYYYLOOOO!!!! I WAS LATE! SO OBVIOUSLY WHEN U MISS THE BLOODYTURN I PANIC LA RIGHT? ITS AE NORMAL HUMAN'S RE-ACTION LA DENG. WTF BETUL.
THURSDAY
ntg much happen... *cant reli rmb though*
we had this registration for coco. sien~~~ those ppl are lyk SO SO SO eager to register looo..step on my shoe lyk as if its the floorlyk that! geram!!!
OWH YEAH!!! abby borrowed me SOME dvd's. all horror ones.. gosh~~~ i watched this Thaione...not very scary but weirdly, the cover of the dvd is lyk this reli scary pictures and all..gosh~~~i kindafreaked at nite. was goin to sleep...but couldn't sleep at all..due to that stupid cover. its lyk..haunting me lo!!! gawd. i watched Final Destination3 also.. omg!! so scary~~~ i cant sleep cos of that oso.. i kept thinkin if i whud die lyk dat... ewww~~~ being crashed lyka watermelonewwww!!!!!!!!!!!
FRIDAY
hmm~~~ wei jun came to visit. he sumhow knew i was emo and all. so yeah. went have drinks and played swing..LOL......cant reli fit in anyway. >_<||| butt tooooo fat ...GOSH!~
OMG. RANDOM SHIT. i'm listening to all Linkin Park's album. i'm so happy now. =)
SATURDAY
wow...goshh~~~ how to explain arh??? hmm....was doing HOUSE WORK ALL DAY. sumtin lyk spring clean but HELLOMALAYSIA tak ada season punya. so it'll be lyk... CHINESE NEW YEAR / NEW YEARS big house cleaning or sumtin laaa horh?? no?? lawls. anyways!!! i convinced my mom dat i dunno how to do this do that and all and said aiyorrr~~ very hard la meee (mom) & she said. ok la. here's a deal ok? i was lyk *opens ears big* :what deal? mom : i give u rm20 to clean your OWN room only. ok? i *thinks...* : ok laaa u say wan arh!!! MY ROOM only!!!! NO other room. hmph~~~ mom : *got annoyed* yeah la yeah la~~ lyk VERY big deal lyk dat..clean ure own room only what. *then walks off* me : wth??? -_-|||
SUNDAY
HOLLY CRAP lo today!!! lyk... i just relized that this week is the WORSTWEEKOFMYLIFE. W.H.Y.???
FIRSTLY I GOT SCREWED BY MY DAD. SECOND AGAIN. THEN THIS??? OK.. .ENOUGH OF SHIT HERE.
r i g h t . g r e a t da y h u r h? t h e b e s t w e e k m a n . l i k e d a m n .
its not the phone or anything that i'm being sad about. get it??? its the things i've saved in there for so long!!! andimportant texts,my diary! ,all my info, contacts, the pictures!!!(those sunset pictures i snapped with my cell it was the thing i treasure most!)
do u know how hard am i cryingnow?? i've been crying for half an hour in 1utama. right. yup. 1/2 HOUR!!!! and EVERYONE IS LOOKING AT ME!!! there was these FEW cute guys... and gosh~~~~~ there goes... POOOOF!!!! my reputation!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GONE. . . not lyk i care la BUT STILL!!!!! ARGH!!!
mom and bro went into FOREVER21 to look and buy clothes.usually, i whud be the one who gets in first. sadly, this time i just stand outside and cry while talking to jen and listen to songs.GAAAAGH!!! ITS CLOTHES!!! CLOTHES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I GAVE UP SHOPPING FOR CRYING!!!! OHMYGOSH LAAAA~~~
my brother said to my mom : so mummy, u'll get jie jie a new phone horh? so gud la jie jie. mom quickly answered : as if i whud. why whud i wanna get her a new one? i was lyk 0_0 FUCK U BITCH!
that women actually blame ME for the lost!!!! WHATTHEFUCKISTHISMAN.HELLOWORLD!!!!
words now cannot express how i feel right now. .so yeah. .the end.
i'm just wishing forCHINESE NEWYEAR TO COME BYFAASTER!!!! so when i get all the money, i wanna get a cheap phone to get me through this freaking year and go work after SPM and get a better one by then. heh~~~ my plan. wished it whud work.
i'm a girl or a person who CANT LIVE WITHOUT HERPHONEFOR ONE DAY. so yeah~~~~
i even feel weird when i don bring my phone to sku with me sometimes. so i bring it to school everyday. ^__^" call me weird. i don care anyway!!!!!
oh wells. >_<
i once felt lonely. so i guess now i am yet again. just something that i whud want in my grave with me.
.cuts. .no biggie really. .its just a cut that whud heal bby it self. .i have em too. .not bragging but ppl keep saying it hurts. .truth? .it doesn't hurt at all. .cos ure imune to the pain inside ureself that it doesnt hurt any more when u cut .it. .another fact is. .u don die by cutting ure bloody wrist.
want to die zit??? i suggest u just jump off a building or just be a bulimic and just die of hunger. so pretty wad. no??? heh... saw this picture in our form5 science text book. so EWWWWW gosh~~~ the skin is lyk....flabby!!! ew~not FAT but...just..plain skin! yuccckkks~~~
anyways. i shall post another one with lots of pictures i found online today. so yeah~
ciao bitches & bastards
ps/ sorry for all the swear words. hope u understand why i'm so mad. =D *cheers*
Wants .
.TSomeone to hug with when she’s cold
TA lappy
TA DSLR
THer lomo cammy
TNew cell
TA walk-in closet (if possible)
THer own purchase of Juicy Couture charm bracelet
TA random antique chandelier (black/gold)
TA new wardrobe
TAll 4 of Twilight’s books
TPurchase of a 100 pairs of heels(in 1 month)
THer very own business online with her BFF of fashion (M.Ling)
THer own collection of Beatles black plate’s
TStart off a collection of authentic wine
TBreak a leg or arm before she dies
TBreak someone’s toe with her heels J