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Just so HOW am I supposed to start with this whole about ME thing??? *thinks* awh-gaawd~ screw it. Will just “get-to-point” lets see then. . . . . My friends say I’m an EMO. *rolls eyes* RIGHT. Me. Emo. MAYBE. & some of them say I’m just simply crazily Hyper at times. Well, it’s a better thing right? Rather than being an Emo. But I couldn’t say that I’m NOT an emo. I am. At times. Like COME ON, I bet YOU out there are like this tooooo right???? Emotional it is. & omg don ever start with emotional. I’m just a SOOOOOO freaking emotional person. I can just cry over SILLY things >____< bad thing though. So wait, is EMO & EMOTIONALthe darn thing or what? LOL what-the-hell??? *shifty eyes* Oh-the-wells, what else???? I’m . . . . also a VERY random person. LOL. Sometimes the ‘betches’ don’t get me either. J hur hur hur~~~~ so, just before I end this piece of crap, I shall warn u with little things like. . . . . I’m a VERY VERY VERY hot-tempered girl SO that means, whenever I’m mad or whatever, I whud just rant it all out with LOTS of vulgarity J BEWARE!!! ^^ & IF U DON’T LIKE ME OR WHATEVER IT IS,JUST ANYTHING. FOR EXAMPLE, HOW I WRITE, HOW I “LOOK” HOW I TALK, OR JUST WHATEVER KIND OF SHIT U CAN THINK OF TO HATE BOUT ME, DON READ ME THEN. JUST give yourself a LIFE (if you have any to start with) & GET OUT OFF THIS BLOG then =) just a favor you’re doing for the BOTH of us then ^^ anyways, TILL THEN. Ps:/// this is my blog, so its gonna be about ME ME ME & ME MYSELF (of course, my betches & bastards as well) so just don get bored with all the craps that’s about to be presented to U “reader” or something. XOXO .C.

[ Sunday, February 24, 2008 ]

ANOTHERRANDOMBORINGOLPOST

i just soooo LURVE & HEARTS them!!!!
my darlings!!!!

ps: I MISS U SOOO MUCH JOANNA!!!!

written by audrey.
its a part of LinkinPark's song.

My insides all turn to ash,
So slow
And blew away as I collapse,
So cold
A black wind took them away,
From sight
And held the darkness over day,
that night

its so emo ok!
& she did this /wrist thingy.
know whats it mean???
SLASH WRIST =_____=|||
i whudn't have thought of that ya know.

HAH
i'm wearing that OLD pair of shades again.
oh yeah..BTW
i'm trying to find a nice pair of GLASSES ^^
lyk.....FAKE ONE not REAL one of cos...
cos i'm not having any eye problem. =)
hmm......lets try LALA ones...ok???
HEH
shall go on a shopping trip to find my glasses ^^

err~~~ seriously, i have NO idea why i wanna get them anyway >_<

went out with Felicia , saik chyi & pei fang on thursday.
GAWD it was SOOO WEIRD!!!!
trust me on this.
i went to saik chyi place to see products.
my dad was supposed to fetch me around 2 but i didnt hear my cell ring so he got pissed and said i'm not gonna pick u up already. if want. u wait till around 5 la.
i thought maybe they could drop me off when they're on the way to sunway but SADLY & STUPID ME i forgot to bring my house keys with me =.=
i noe.
STUPID.
OMFFFFG!!!!
so we decided to go Sunway for awhile to get Saikchyi's mom her Guess purse.
went there by cab and it only cost us rm10(actual price 7.90 but we called the cab so they charge us extra 2 bucks HOW STUPID IS THAT)
but when we were going back. they had to drop me off my house so all together it was RM25
its SO EXPENSIVE OK!!!!!
argh~~~so i paid half.....sighs.....
ALL MY MONEY GONE!!!
*sobs watching my money flying away~*
but lyk HELLO where got so expensive one right?
if i'll have to go from my place it whud have cost only 5 bucks ok!
URGH!!!! ASS TAXI MAN'S!!!
I'LL MAKE A REPORT ON U PPL ONE DAY!!!!!

they have totally DIFFERENT TASTE than i do.
its lyk..errrr~~
i look at more mature clothes, but they'll look for more.......i don know. young?LOL
so colorful.
but hello! if u noe me.
i'm not a very COLORFUL person.
i'm mostly BLACK WHITE or....just SOMETIMES i whud have SOME colors.
and its lyk..RANDOM! i'll show u sumtime sooner.
i have this reli random color. YELLOW.
yellow flow-ie halter top from Zara.
XD
wells~~~

GUESS is on SALE
the purses are reduced 40% not bad...
but i don reli like it. i prefer the NEW ARRIVALS but.....
its lyk...so COSTY
plus. i'm BROKE
i finished ALL my ang pau money already =X
bought DIOR products.
not much..but it sure cost me. ><

a lip gloss and eye liner..
& OMG
THAT STUPID EYELINER I BOUGHT IS PRACTICALLY USELESS!!!!
NO COLOR COMING OUT!
IS LYK.....
ARGH!!!!!
i'm so going to change another one man....KILL THEM!!!!
=( i have so many things to pay for now....
i'm DEAD!!!!

my lists of bills to pay.

- the stupid pandu shirt.
- some stupid fees online.
- some online shopping site stuff that i have my eye on.
- some random cosmetic products.
- new yellow-man number.
- and heeps lots of other things.

i'm so dead!!!!
*pulls face*

DO U KNOW ANYTHING I CAN DO ONLINE AND GET PAID???
=D
i'm REALLY very VERYVERY desperate now ><
i asked FAT weijun if his still doing the survey thingy. sadly his not...darn~~~~
I NEED A JOB TO PAY OFF MY BILLS!!!!

wait...i have this stupid random idea of making my own charm bracelets and sell online..hmm..
not bad right???
LMAO
*something knocks on the head*
*dream on*

this bear key chain i bought with JOANNA long time ago...
i found it back..under my drawer ><
how weird~~~
it WAS so cute when i FIRST saw it...but now??
i kinda hate it...
& i have NO idea WHY.
=________________=|||||||

till then

ciao humIN's (a word we use for humans -__- call us weido's)
XOXO

Wants .

.TSomeone to hug with when she’s cold TA lappy TA DSLR THer lomo cammy TNew cell TA walk-in closet (if possible) THer own purchase of Juicy Couture charm bracelet TA random antique chandelier (black/gold) TA new wardrobe TAll 4 of Twilight’s books TPurchase of a 100 pairs of heels(in 1 month) THer very own business online with her BFF of fashion (M.Ling) THer own collection of Beatles black plate’s TStart off a collection of authentic wine TBreak a leg or arm before she dies TBreak someone’s toe with her heels J