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Just so HOW am I supposed to start with this whole about ME thing??? *thinks* awh-gaawd~ screw it. Will just “get-to-point” lets see then. . . . . My friends say I’m an EMO. *rolls eyes* RIGHT. Me. Emo. MAYBE. & some of them say I’m just simply crazily Hyper at times. Well, it’s a better thing right? Rather than being an Emo. But I couldn’t say that I’m NOT an emo. I am. At times. Like COME ON, I bet YOU out there are like this tooooo right???? Emotional it is. & omg don ever start with emotional. I’m just a SOOOOOO freaking emotional person. I can just cry over SILLY things >____< bad thing though. So wait, is EMO & EMOTIONALthe darn thing or what? LOL what-the-hell??? *shifty eyes* Oh-the-wells, what else???? I’m . . . . also a VERY random person. LOL. Sometimes the ‘betches’ don’t get me either. J hur hur hur~~~~ so, just before I end this piece of crap, I shall warn u with little things like. . . . . I’m a VERY VERY VERY hot-tempered girl SO that means, whenever I’m mad or whatever, I whud just rant it all out with LOTS of vulgarity J BEWARE!!! ^^ & IF U DON’T LIKE ME OR WHATEVER IT IS,JUST ANYTHING. FOR EXAMPLE, HOW I WRITE, HOW I “LOOK” HOW I TALK, OR JUST WHATEVER KIND OF SHIT U CAN THINK OF TO HATE BOUT ME, DON READ ME THEN. JUST give yourself a LIFE (if you have any to start with) & GET OUT OFF THIS BLOG then =) just a favor you’re doing for the BOTH of us then ^^ anyways, TILL THEN. Ps:/// this is my blog, so its gonna be about ME ME ME & ME MYSELF (of course, my betches & bastards as well) so just don get bored with all the craps that’s about to be presented to U “reader” or something. XOXO .C.

[ Friday, May 23, 2008 ]

ONCEISMORETHANENOUGH.

no one plays me.
NO ONE!!!

you're my mistake.

i wish , hope & pray for u to have an car accident, bus accident while going back home, getting whack till u get ure legs broken , lungs cancer , or just simply cancer & suffer throughout your whole life AIRHEAD.

no one plays me!

my mistake to trust u.
lyk.

WHAT THE HELL?

i gave up being with a dude name clayton who treat me pretty well,
at least better than him.

but. . .
lyk.

OMG.
SOOK CHENG!
WHY ARE U SO DUMB????????????????

nvm.
i'm not actually SAD or whatsoever.

i'm just so pissed that i was played.

like.

THANK GOD!!!
i had my period that time!
-___-
i'm just being reli "honest" wtv la readers.

rmb i went to Genting with that FUCKER?
yeah.

it was lyk. . .
GOD was 'protecting me' i guess.
=]

luckily i wasn't dumb enuf to give him freaking 1st.
lyk to all girls, its 'precious'
no??

oh wells.

luckily.

Jacqueline.
on the other hand.

i dont know it ure helping HIM or ME.
but its kinda obvious ure helping HIM.
knowing u i guess.

my bad then.

at least now i have my freedom back.

i'm again chatting with all my online-guy friends after sooooooo blooooooooooooooody long.

like my Honey Darling Francis!!! ^^

rurves u tons!!!
XOXO

haha

anyways,

JEN LETS GO KAP CHAI WEII!!!
LMAO!!!

simple plan - your love is a lie

why was i so dumb?
sighs.

i once thought i LOVE u.
but

for now?

is HATE i know to u.

ur such a loser.
to have another girl there & yet tell me u WANT TO BE ALONE?
damn~
thats a nice one dude.

& it clearly shows that what kinda loser u are KENT.

i bet u don have the guts to tell me off hmmm??

well.
i hope ure reading this shit now.

i didn't have anymore feelings towards u long time ago even before we went to that bloody trip together on March this year.

BTW just so to tell the truth.
i wasn't that saint to u either dude.
i was with TERENCE when i went with U kent.
HAH!
didn't figured i whud be such a bitch hmm??
well.
i am one.
HARHHH!!!

i hated u at first.
cos u were such a.....i dunno.

LOW CLASS KIND OF GUY?
wtf
(btw u still are fucker)

but. . .anyway
Terence was with another girl in Singapore anyway. heh.

but that doesn't change the fact!
HUMPPH!!

but why did i even still bother to get back with u after of so many times of breaking up?

i finally figured it out.
u know what is it?

the reason was i thought i could feel hold.
know?
lyk, someone is there.

to feel hold.
but i totally forgot about loving myself.

& i forgot i still have so many people out there that wants to care for me more than u do.

u never actually loved me anyway.

see girls.
when a guy cant into ure pants,
he leaves for another girl who is willing to let him get into HER pants.

saddening much?

to add on,
his not cute nor hot at all.

i'm PRETTY what.
(just being perasan forget what i said LOL)

i deserve someone so much better hmm???
true not???

eyyy Honey(francis) if ure reading,
toooo bad u got gf d laaaa~

if not u can be my bf horh?
LOL
=]

till then.
i guess i have enuf of ranting here.

xoxo

PS : TO ALL GIRLS & GUYS

A PERSON AT WHATEVER AGE OPENS HIS/HER HEART TO
ONLY THE PERSON THAT OPENS IN RETURN.

rmb that alright?

.reminder.
there isn't a thing called true love.
don trust anyone.
NO ONE.
if u reli trust ure bf/gf u've got to prepare to be let down sometime.
its just a piece of advice.

oyasumi nasai.
nights people.

Wants .

.TSomeone to hug with when she’s cold TA lappy TA DSLR THer lomo cammy TNew cell TA walk-in closet (if possible) THer own purchase of Juicy Couture charm bracelet TA random antique chandelier (black/gold) TA new wardrobe TAll 4 of Twilight’s books TPurchase of a 100 pairs of heels(in 1 month) THer very own business online with her BFF of fashion (M.Ling) THer own collection of Beatles black plate’s TStart off a collection of authentic wine TBreak a leg or arm before she dies TBreak someone’s toe with her heels J