Just so HOW am I supposed to start with this whole about ME thing??? *thinks* awh-gaawd~ screw it. Will just “get-to-point” lets see then. . . . . My friends say I’m an EMO. *rolls eyes* RIGHT. Me. Emo. MAYBE. & some of them say I’m just simply crazily Hyper at times. Well, it’s a better thing right? Rather than being an Emo. But I couldn’t say that I’m NOT an emo. I am. At times. Like COME ON, I bet YOU out there are like this tooooo right???? Emotional it is. & omg don ever start with emotional. I’m just a SOOOOOO freaking emotional person. I can just cry over SILLY things >____< bad thing though. So wait, is EMO & EMOTIONALthe darn thing or what? LOL what-the-hell??? *shifty eyes* Oh-the-wells, what else???? I’m . . . . also a VERY random person. LOL. Sometimes the ‘betches’ don’t get me either. J hur hur hur~~~~ so, just before I end this piece of crap, I shall warn u with little things like. . . . . I’m a VERY VERY VERY hot-tempered girl SO that means, whenever I’m mad or whatever, I whud just rant it all out with LOTS of vulgarity J BEWARE!!! ^^ & IF U DON’T LIKE ME OR WHATEVER IT IS,JUST ANYTHING. FOR EXAMPLE, HOW I WRITE, HOW I “LOOK” HOW I TALK, OR JUST WHATEVER KIND OF SHIT U CAN THINK OF TO HATE BOUT ME, DON READ ME THEN. JUST give yourself a LIFE (if you have any to start with) & GET OUT OFF THIS BLOG then =) just a favor you’re doing for the BOTH of us then ^^ anyways, TILL THEN. Ps:/// this is my blog, so its gonna be about ME ME ME & ME MYSELF (of course, my betches & bastards as well) so just don get bored with all the craps that’s about to be presented to U “reader” or something. XOXO .C.
s.cheng's craps
[ Sunday, June 01, 2008 ]
PATHETIC
i'm sumhow still trying to MOVE ON.
WTH u tell me.
sighs. u all told me.
is time to move, its been tooooo long since u did it.
his a jerk wad. leave it la my dear.
move on. its easy.
EYYYY ITS NOT SO EASY WAN OK!!!!
i tried. at first.
when i knew the news bout the OTHER girl from Jac i stop wad i was doing. n sit down. lay on the table. n started crying. wtf.
then, i the "cutted". lol.
not long after that i felt much better.
i thought i've moved on.
well. guess not.
reasons? i have no idea either ok!
i'm just. . . . i dunno.
i need a bounce back? LOL
something lyk that.
i need some other guy now. YUP
VERY DESPERATE FOR ONE OK! so that i could forget that airhead.
sighs.
am i that bad? i think myself as a really a gf ok! (horh?) he. who nvr really made me happy before. NEVER EVER ok. can u believe that? wtf betul kan??
saya pun tak tahu kenapa saya begitu bodoh!!!
BODOH SIA!!!
ish.
i tend to hate myself now. why? cos i'm such an idiot to believe what u DUDES say. wtf.
why so hard to find guys nowadays one arh???
my tao hua yun gone d arh??? so fast merh????? last year was great! why now lyk...so shitty one? sighs.
hwo to forget? so hard wan lo. u've also been through it right?
sighs. REALLY LA WEI! HONESTLY!!!
AM I SUCH A BAD PERSON?
hmph!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i hate to see HIM or wtv's being happy ok! agh!
i want sumone to get hurt in this case ok. then maybe i whud feel much better. MWAHAHAHAHAHAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
what to do. i'm evil.
i really wish he whud just suffer his whole after his relationship ends with this biatch there. heh.
whatever it is. i just him to suffer.
no one is allowed to this to me! aghhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
see... in school the other day. they were lyk WHAT HAPPEN TO U SOOK CHENG. i was lyk hurh? then. *covers hand*
sighs. that shows my stupidity i guess.
Lai teng said its nice when u cut. but when u look back at the scar you'll feel the pain.
i answered her saying but i felt reli nice seeing the blood. thats why i did it.
u must be lyk wtf. i like to see blood? yeah. i do.
-____________________-
my choice la right. hmph~
eyys, why do i feel lyk i've been talking these craps here all the time before i actually close my com? sighs. its lyk a habit i do now to let out wads in me? wtf.
so not lo. lol
i still feel so bloody empty lerh.
no one calls at night. no texts. no one to care about. (not myself ok) no rush.
it just feels so empty.
FROM THE INSIDE - LINKIN PARK
BREAKING THE HABIT - LINKIN PARK
VOICES - SAOSIN
EVERYTHING I'M NOT - THE VERONICAS
meaningful songs. =| XOXO rurve it yawl!
*still tries to move on* wtf
it aint crime.
Wants .
.TSomeone to hug with when she’s cold
TA lappy
TA DSLR
THer lomo cammy
TNew cell
TA walk-in closet (if possible)
THer own purchase of Juicy Couture charm bracelet
TA random antique chandelier (black/gold)
TA new wardrobe
TAll 4 of Twilight’s books
TPurchase of a 100 pairs of heels(in 1 month)
THer very own business online with her BFF of fashion (M.Ling)
THer own collection of Beatles black plate’s
TStart off a collection of authentic wine
TBreak a leg or arm before she dies
TBreak someone’s toe with her heels J